FOURTH SEAT...

As the train comes from far off distance..
my eyes scrutinize each coaches for seats..
As I enter the train..try an run towards my aim..
and alway I land up with my FOURTH SEAT..

I looking pleadingly at my seat and then at my seatmates..
To shift and shake and take me in too...
If my seat mates are might..humbly ask them where they will alight...
and pray for Their destination to come soon..

In fourthseat i adjust with adjoining fellow seatmates..
deciding on how to place our legs...
because people come and people go...beggers love to sweep the floor..
vendors rush to earn a bread or so...

FOURTH SEAT comes in types...

Happy Child

I wanted many things from around
but my parents never gave
I wonder what will I have for food
if daddy earns by singing in the train
He tries to make me laugh
since he cannot see me smile
Mummy holds his hand always
to direct him all the while
I love when mummy carries me on her hip..
We dance in each and every step..
I think my mommy does that because her leg is short of length..
We sing many songs solo and duet
 but daddy sings the best..
I learn songs from daddy when we are done for the day and rest
I look at mom.. I look at the bowl
which mummy offers to all for alms.
We climb many trains..
We run many times..
 Holding hands, singing and dancing all along

SHE TREASURED IT ALL IN HER FRAGILE HEART...

Will of God, Word of Lord
was the reason of her life..
She was born in purity,brought up in grace..
Daughter to Jockim and Anna his wife..
"God is pleased, you shall conceive
You will have a Son" Gabriel blessed
"Behold , be it done unto me,
I am the Lords handmaid" Mary said..
She treasured all in her fragile heart.

She lost her son during a pilgrimage
when he was just the age of twelve
Fear gripped her heart & frantically searched
found her son among the elders in church..
"why did you do this to us?" mother cried
"Don`t you know HIS plan, Then why look for me " he replied
She treasured all in her fragile heart.

Once at a wedding in Cana
They were out of wine..
Mary called her son
"Dear, please can you help them this time"
"Lady what is it for you and me,
my time is not yet come " he said..
But he wont deny..she knew from the start..
turned water into finest wine, from the unknown mart..
She treasured all in her fragile heart.

Preaching to the church leaders
and thousands of people around..
Jonah of Nineveh, kingdom of God..
A good tree and its fruit were discussed aloud..
Mary came and stood there desiring a word with her Son
"Whos is my mother..and who is my brother?"
"answer is all who do the will of God"
She treasured all in her fragile heart..

The most dreadful day arrived..
To see her own son be killed..
When she saw a glimpse of her Son
Her weeping couldn't stop..
A heavy heart and a weak soul forced her onto her knees
her fragile heart was pierced with every crack of a soldier`s whip
She treasured all in her fragile heart..

On the way to the cross when she met her Son
With grief she looked into His eyes...
No fear, No doubt, No Regret..
He was ready to fulfill the plan of God Almighty
Courage and determination Mary gathers
to be with her Son till the end..
When His body was laid on her lap..
She knew her journey had just begun..
She treasured all in her fragile heart.

mariage..

mariage is the most hapening topic going around me...its the age effect...some just say "dont wanna marry"...reason-ill loose my liberty...others say "afterall marriage is an adjustment so njoy life nw "...reason-ur partner will expect a lot from you which even if you dont like will have give...many others say "ideal mariage is for the ones who dare to love and get the same person to share a life with"...reason-you already know the person,likes dislikes and moreover...u liked the person by self without anyone knowing about it.so its all yours....n parents say "Love before mariage is nonsense" reason-u are just looking at the outer beauty and not thinking about the practical life..how can you say you wont fall for another person with much more better abilities:-o...i normally learn from all when i get to know something new..but such varied answers on one such small topic leaves me confused....someday even ill say something while searching or after i get married..lets see :-)

love is all we need.

everyone says expectations hurt..yes it does..but y do v expect..coz we feel that we love them and never want to loose them..its true that we may love them but does that mean that we should always have them with us..this does not show that we love them..this shows that we are just too selfish and to keep us happy we want them, doesn`t it?...i expected a lot too..from many...and all have taught me to "STOP EXPECTING".instead "START LOVING".true love is never selfish..it just wants you to be happy,make others happy and live happily ever.love is a feeling that is truly self defined coz we can just feel it..and if we love the other person we would surely let them be free and moreover let other people too be lucky enough to meet the person whom you want with you so much.love and live..

difficult......

im on my way with my research...one of my favorite subjuects which i adored and honoured a lot...it was just too good to learn that actually even u can find sumthing new through research....i dont know way but i get carried away very easily by others say...but nw....im sort of disliking research......just because my proposal is not liked by sumone and becoz sumone made me feel that im doing no good...this research i wanted to do so that i could do sumthing good....but obstructions......lots in my way......lack of complete knowledge,unawareness and laziness at times may have contributed to this state of mine....
i just hope i may not reach at a situation that i may hate this subject that i just loved once...

todays topic is....LOOKING GOOD......how do we look good.....why r v so worried about our looks so much....is there any relation between looking good and living a successful life.....people who dont look good are they sad or unsuccessful...